FINALLY flower pictures

So I've been trying to post pictures of the flowers in bloom in the yard for like a week now.  The computer and I have been in a fight.  Seriously, the only person not surprised is my high school yearbook advisor who watched me crash the high school network right before the last major deadline my senior year......(she never let me near the computers on deadline day after that..)

ANYWAY.  Here are a few pictures of what the flowers in our front yard have amounted to.  I'm pretty happy with the lillies especially!

We have 2 bushes of these in our front yard, unfortunatly you can never see the flowers very long bc they are too heavy for the plant and end up on the ground!

I was informed this is a German Bearded Iris.  Its fun to know plant people

Ah, the weekend is FINALLY here

And not just any weekend mind you.  THE weekend.  My 10 year high school reunion.  10. Years.  Seriously, where did the last decade go???
I mean, sure, I went to college, so that was 4 of the ten years.
Then I did a year of law school, so we're up to 5.
Left law school and ended tumultous relationship with college bf.
Met Spencer and fell head over heels in love, bought a house.
Worked as a collector for 2 years, so thats 7 accounted for. Somewhere
in the mix Spence proposed and we got married.  Switched to working as in insurance claim adjuster, and have done ever since......so yea I suppose that's a decade of my life accounted for.  OMG.

My friend Michelle and I have planned the reunion and let me tell you, wedding planning has NOTHING on this process.  Because you see, when you plan a wedding YOU control the budget, if you don't have money you just switch things around.  With reunion planning you don't get that option.  You have to get the cash from your classmates prior to being able to book/pay for things.  Needless to say up until today we were pretty sure that we were  going to be spending about 100 each  to put this on.  Luckily the last minute ppl have come through and we may actually break even on this who she-bang. 

We have decided that we will be gearing up for a 20 year reunion and skipping that pesky 15 year one that people had discussed....

Pup sitting and thoughts on a 2nd dog....

So this week the hubs and I are Pug sitting for some friends who are in Hawaii.  George and the Pug (Cooper) have been buddies since they were teensy tiny pups when Spence and his friend Brandon were roommates. It's good for George to have another puppy friend to play with, and it only seems to reinforce Spencer's wish to get another dog.....for me however its a reminder that for all of George's "issues*" he's a pretty low maintance dog, and I like it that way!

*at Georges yearly appt we got loaded down with a new medicated shampoo that will help with his dry itchy skin, histimines that should be taken 2x a day to assist with his grass allergy (and also help with the dry itchy skin) and ear drops because he had ear infections in both his ears.  My dog is the weezy kid in class. 

One thing we've talked about is the need for a fenced in back yard before we get a 2nd dog.  Since that has fallen below Europe on the prioroty list I don't think we'll be getting a 2nd pet any time in the very near future....

Mirror

I heard this song on the radio today and it really hit me.  I have spent a LARGE part of my life pretty convinced that the reflection in the mirror defined who I was.  I can get all self analyzing and pop psychologist and say that I think its because growing up I felt like I wasn't good enough for my dad to love me, and since I had friends--"popular" if you will--, got good grades in school, involved in extra curricular activities and had pretty much everything else on the "good kid" checklist taken care of the only thing my (self conscious) kiddo brain could come up with was that if I was ________ (insert any number of words there, prettier, skinnier, stronger etc) that maybe I'd be good enough for my dad to want to spend time with.
   
Well now that I'm a grown up (I guess being closer to 30 than 25, married with a house and dog means I pretty much have to admit that one now, aw man) I know objectively that my childhood relationship with my dad had nothing to do with me, or my looks or anything else that I had control over and more to do with where he was as a person while I was growing up.  I still have the nagging insecurities though, that when I look in the mirror and don't see the "best" version of myself I allow those negative feelings to creep back in. 

So this song is one that I'm going to put in the iTunes account and pull it out when I need a reminder.  A reminder that I'm not just what looks back in the mirror, I'm more than the sum of my parts.  I am fearfully and wonderfully made and the One who made me, loves me just like I am, inside and out.

"Mirror" (Barlow Girls)

Mirror, Mirror on the wall, Have I got it?
'Cause Mirror you've always told me who I am
I'm finding it's not easy to be perfect
So sorry you won't define me
Sorry you don't own me

Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be?
Who are you? Who are you?
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, I won't try

Mirror I am seeing a new reflection
I'm looking into the eyes
of He who made me
And to Him I have beauty beyond compare
I know He defines me (Yeah)

Who are you tell me
that I'm less than what I should be
Who are you?
Who are you? (Yeah)
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, no, I won't try

You don't define me (You don't define me) [x4]

Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be
Who are you?
Who are you?
Yeah!
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, no, I won't try
Yeah

Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be
Who are you?
Who are you?
Yeah
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, no, I won't try

Frustrated!

I have all these fun photos to show you of how clean we got our garage this weekend and Blogger keeps "server rejecting" them all!

We got half the garage cleaned out, and on Sunday night my car got to sleep in the garage!  The other half *should* be accomplished this week or weekend, its my dad's "stuff" (everything from carpet samples, curtain rods, wood pallets etc) and then taking the legs off our pool table and storing it against a wall in the storage room until we have the room to use it. After that super small job is done, then Spence's car can have a home too!

This week feels pretty packed, I worked at Nike last night and work tonight, hopefully get some friend time Wednesday and then Thursday I took off from work to get some things done at the house and garage sale prep.  Friday and Saturday is the garage sale/goodwill donation days and then Saturday night is one of Spence's good friends bday parties.  I already need a nap.....

5 Things Friday

1) this week has been CRAZY busy!  Between full time job, part time job and seeing friends my house needs my attention badly.

2) I get to have dinner with my AXO pledge class tonight!  And to top it off we are getting dinner at my favorite sushi place in Lawerence, total win win.

3) Tomorrow is "clean the crap outta the garage day" at our house.  I know it sounds exciting right?

4) Some of our really good friends bought a house this week and I could NOT be more excited for them!

5) Getting to skype with my uncle/aunt and baby cousin made my Sunday last week, my little baby cousin is probably the cutest child alive.  Probably.

Mary Mary Quite Contrary....

How does your garden grow?

With blooming iris and lillies of course!  I was so excited when I walked outside this morning and saw that they had started to bloom!  I just had to show 'em off to you.....

except apparently I can't because my pictures keep saying "server rejected"   sad face.

I'll try again later.....