So after our 2nd beta test when I found out that my HCG more than doubled I started to let myself get excited. I was telling Spencer how excited I was allowing myself to get, talking about names, talking about how we plan to tell our parents in a few weeks and all those fun things that you start to think about when you find out that you're growing a person.
5 minutes later I got up to go to the bathroom and saw some bright pink blood. Barely any, but still blood.
Blood is not something you want to see when you are newly pregnant (OMG I'm pregnant). Per the google machine there are a variety of reasons that you can spot that are not bad news, but you know what every single one of those websites also says? miscarriage.
It's Friday night, my doctor is gone, the emergency line would be excessive right now and frankly, if it is bad news I know there is literally nothing that anyone can do. It's too early for an ultrasound, its too early for any kind of intervention. I wasn't having any major cramps, and it was a TINY amount of blood, so the rational side of my brain is telling me that its probably 100% fine, however, as I've previously mentioned, the rational side of my brain is SO NOT the side in control right now.
It stopped immediately, and hasn't started up again. I'm not too worried right this second, but my heart stopped when I saw that blood.
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